| | just reading these messages, remembering what life was like in those 'early' days, i'm now just over 2 years down the line since our little man Nathan was born at just 22 weeks, i remember everything yous are saying, thinking i would never ever feel any different, time isn't a 'healer' we always have to live with this always have to miss our babies and always grieve for them in some way, the 1 thing time does give you is the ability to live alongside the grief, to be able to live again, to smile again and to think of our babies without the constant tears xx i remember well the fear of going outside incase i bumped into a pram, when i was out i'd try sooo hard to avoid them i'd actually end up bumping them, that's got easier too, but always still get the stab in the heart when seeing little boys who'd be Nathan's age xx we're now blessed to have Nathan's little brother Lewis, Nathan made sure he fought hard and chose feet over wings xx love both my boys equally with all my heart xx
thinking of each of you and wishing you all gentle days xxx |
